服侍神,还是参与活动

最近发生了一件事情,有些许困扰我,以至于我在圣诞节也没有去处。

简单阐述:本来我报名参加了教会平安夜的舞台剧表演,开场和闭幕的舞蹈,从12月初开始已经参加了5次排练了,其中一次请假一次迟到。我也在下班后特意跑去大商场,买好了舞蹈可能要用的裤子。也因为这个活动,把自己的圣诞计划全取消了…然后…

老师发邮件和我说:

Thank you very much for your interest in serving our God through dance worship. From our practices these few weeks, it seems to me that your commitment is a little bit challenging. With the tight time frame, frequent and extended practice hours are inevitable. Please take this time off for now, perhaps we can serve again in the future.
很难简单的描述心里的感觉,分享一下我和以前教会弟兄姊妹分享时候的对话;

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主日庆典Sunday Service 生命河灵粮堂 River of Life Christian Church

新学期开始,不外乎要来讨论这个话题:教导门徒怎么喂养未来的门徒。刘牧师用了五饼二鱼的例子:(太14:13-21;可6:35-44;路9:10-17;约6:1-14)

给五千人吃饱的神迹 

马克6:35 天晚了,门徒前来对他说:“这里是旷野的地方,天已经很晚了,36 请叫他们散开,好让他们往周围的田舍村庄去,自己买点东西吃。”37 耶稣回答他们:“你们给他们吃吧!”门徒说:“要我们去买两百银币的饼给他们吃吗?” 38 耶稣说:“去看看你们有多少饼!”他们知道了,就说:“五个饼,还有两条鱼。” 39 耶稣吩咐他们叫大家分组坐在青草地上。 40 他们就一排一排地坐了下来,有一百的,有五十的。 41 耶稣拿起这五个饼、两条鱼,望着天,祝谢了;然后把饼擘开,递给门徒摆在群众面前,又把两条鱼也分给群众。 42 大家都吃了,并且吃饱了。 43 他们把剩下的零碎捡起来,装满了十二个篮子,44 吃饼的人,男人就有五千。

约翰6: “这里有个小孩子,带着五个大麦饼、两条鱼;只是分给这么多人,有甚么用呢?” Continue reading

主日庆典Sunday Service 生命树灵粮堂 Tree of Life Lord’s Harvest Christian Church

主日庆典Sunday Service 生命树灵粮堂 Tree of Life Lord’s Harvest Christian Church

August 28, sermon by Pastor Ji

Hebrews 11: 13-16: 13 All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance, admitting that they were foreigners and strangers on earth. 14 People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. 15 If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. 16 Instead, they were longing for a better country—a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them.

11: 13这些人都是存着信心死的,并没有得着所应许的;却从远处望见,且欢喜迎接,又承认自己在世上是客旅,是寄居的。14说这样话的人是表明自己要找一个家乡。 15他们若想念所离开的家乡,还有可以回去的机会。16他们却羡慕一个更美的家乡,就是在天上的。所以神被称为他们的神,并不以为耻,因为他已经给他们预备了一座城。

在难处时要把焦点放在神的身上。信心也是神给的–> Hebrews 12:2。所以在困难面前,应该是兴奋。因为神不知道要为我做什么,开辟新天地。用他的话来招我们离开熟悉的家(这不正是我么…)

我们的目光要…

1)远:亚伯拉罕,以撒,雅各。他们都没有在世上得到神的应许,但却有信心。在信心当中他们看见了应许。虽然有落差,但那是肉体上的不足,只看当下是撒旦的诱惑。而信心让我们把眼光放到神的话语和应许上,都是从神来的远见。当亚伯拉罕觉得有落差的时候,神引他出帐篷,开导他,因为亚伯拉罕一直追求神的话语,才能听见神的声音。

2)准:在时间不多的旅程里,会更有目的性地行动,而且会以远方的家为考虑。在人生的旅程里,应该把时间花在神要我们专注的事情上。“在她的人生道路上,这是她做的一个决定,并且是祷告寻求的。你的否定是什么意义?你否定的神的应许又是什么意思?”“你爱她,难道神不爱她么?”季牧师讲了一个发生在他自己身上的门徒训练。同样也展示给孩子看,神是真实的,而不光是说说玩玩的的信仰。因为信心的关系,神带领了他走出‘帐篷’