最近发生了一件事情，有些许困扰我，以至于我在圣诞节也没有去处。
简单阐述：本来我报名参加了教会平安夜的舞台剧表演，开场和闭幕的舞蹈，从12月初开始已经参加了5次排练了，其中一次请假一次迟到。我也在下班后特意跑去大商场，买好了舞蹈可能要用的裤子。也因为这个活动，把自己的圣诞计划全取消了…然后…
老师发邮件和我说：
Thank you very much for your interest in serving our God through dance worship. From our practices these few weeks, it seems to me that your commitment is a little bit challenging. With the tight time frame, frequent and extended practice hours are inevitable. Please take this time off for now, perhaps we can serve again in the future.
很难简单的描述心里的感觉，分享一下我和以前教会弟兄姊妹分享时候的对话；
*Joy Life* 