My trip to Japan has come to the end. Now is the valuable family time in China. I thank God for preparing me in quitting my bad habits before I get home. Now I do not need to head out for “fresh air”, and do have plenty of time to spend with my mum. But the longer I stay with her, the easier I get angry. When I am by myself, no one can yell at me or blame me for anything. These yellings have become my current daily routine.

I don’t want to be mad, and I do not wish to ruin the “peacefulness”. What can I do!!!

Anyhow, I try to find peace with God. I know He wants me to be kind, patient, and thoughtful. I will try to not to let Him down.