Another three letters to three churches: the dead church (Sardis), the faithful church (Philadelphia), and the lukewarm church (Laodiceans).

Revelation 3: ²⁰ Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me. ²¹ To him who overcomes I will grant to sit with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne. ²⁰ 看哪！我站在门外敲门；如果有人听见我的声音就开门的，我要进到他那里去，我要跟他在一起，他也要跟我在一起吃饭。 ²¹ 得胜的，我必定赐他和我一同坐在我的宝座上，正像我得了胜和我父一同坐在他的宝座上一样。

When I read (out loud) these verses, I can feel the compassion from God towards the one who sat in front of me. The love flowed out from my inner made me want to cry. I don’t know how to explain. But I cry a lot when I look to God, I think my echo with the holy spirit is my tear. I want to pray for the person who sat in front of me, that God will soften her heart and let her be a better person she wishes to be. In Jesus name, amen!

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因为不会静思，所以听不见主的旨意。因为太固执，听见了也没用办法听进去。和宾宾开车去芝加哥的路上，我们试着练习了一下静思。神给了我们一些话语和印象，但因为不熟悉神的“声音”，我们也不能很肯定哪些是来自神的。我很感谢宾宾帮我收拾了我乱七八糟的一堆东西，并且帮我搬过来，还给了我很好的关于房间布置的注意。这些改变让我对接下来的生活热血沸腾！芝加哥的节日气氛无比浓厚，很多人家的阳台上都挂着彩灯。只可惜外面温度15度，感觉像秋天转身变春天。

搬家前翻出来一张粉红的八月五号写的纸。我记不得当时是因为什么触动，让我写下来这些话：